sing-a-song

from Bridget Jones' Dairy ... sigh

Knew the signs wasn’t right
I was stupid, for a while
Swept away, by you
And now I feel like a fool

So confused
My heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn’t see
We were never met to be

Catch myself, from despair
I could drown if I stay here
Keeping busy, everyday
I know I will be ok

But I’m
So confused
My heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn’t see
We were never met to be

So much hurt, so much pain
Takes a while to regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time
You’ll be out of my mind
I’ll be over you

And know I’m
So confused
My heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn’t see
We were never meant to be
Out of reach, so far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There’s a life out there for me

hy(p)ernate mode ... hehe

my mind's currently filled with A LOT of stuff ... so is my sked.

maybe some other day i'll find time to write something worth reading ...

as per now ...

hypernate mode activate
hypernate = hibernate + hyper hazel

ikaw ba wala?

bat ang weird mo?
kala ko ako lang weird, sabi mo eh
pero bakit ganun?
sinabi mo sa kin may nadarama sila
ikaw ba...wala?
nakakalungkot namang isiping ganun
may magagawa ba ko?
wala, parati namang wala
naiisip mo kya ako?
malamang hindi
sumasabit kya ako sa guni guni mo?
sana kahit minsan
alam mo ba ang nadarama ko?
sana ...

hay ... ang buhay ko
puno ng sana
puro sana nalang
sana ganito
sana ganyan
sana ganun
sana ...
may nadarama ka
para sakin

at sana totoo ka sakin
hindi guni guni ko lang ang lahat

sana hindi nalang matapos ang lahat
sana akin ka nalang.

chocolates ... dang

hay ... my life's like chocolate ...
the dark ones that i hate. it soo bittersweet!
i wonder, when will my life become as sweet and tasty as white chocolate?

i think i'm going back to the bad place
i shouldn't ... but i can't help it

is it better off like this?

i really dunno ... the answers to life's mysteries are as plenty as salt in an ant's hill

***You ain't got to buy nothing
It's not what I want
Baby it's You
We don't have to go nowhere
Its not what I want
Baby it's you
It's not for what you got
I know you got a lot
No matter what you do
You always gettin Hot
It's You,
It's You
Baby all I want is You Yeah***
... hehe

CROSSROADS

hindi yung movie ni britney ...

trudging down the street of life...
i suddenly found myself in a yield ...
should i take the left ...
or the other left?
or maybe i'll just stay on this spot
wait for a stranger to pass me by
then tag along to whichever way he'd go

but that's stupid

but where should i go?

i got no one to turn to
i got nowhere run


so maybe i'll be better off
standing here


ang hirap talaga ng vacation mode na ang utak ... inaasahan ka pa gumawa ng project ... hay

coincidence ... the sequel

i just hafta write this down ... sobrang weird kasi na coincidence ... just found the other piece of my favorite pair of earrings ... the blue dolphin thingy ... the same day i "re found" (yeah, there's no such word, but it gets the thought across) my "twin soul" ... haha ... soo weird ... yeah, it kinda sucks being in the middle, but if it's the one that works ... why the heck not stay there?? ... 'cause life sucks and we all hafta deal with it.

one more thing ...

may nabasa ako na blog tungkol sa pagiging weird ng tao ... ganun talaga ...
weird kasi hindi mo maintindihan ...
weird kasi para sa 'yo hindi ito normal ...
weird kasi kakaiba ...
kaya ang mundo ay weird ...
ang tao ay weird ...
siya ay weird ...
ikaw ay weird ...
lahat ay weird ...
ako ay hinde ... kyo lang weird. hehe

ay ... may tumawag na nga pala sa akin na weird ako ...

teka, pano kung anmg weird para syo ay normal na? werid pa rin ba yun??

coincidence

bago ako matulog kagabi ... nanood muna ako ng FRIENDS ... ang galing ng episode ... tinamaan ako ... nang malupit ... yun yung matapos mali ang pangalan na nasbi ni Ross nung kinasal sya kay Emily ... instead of "i Ross do take Emily.." he said Rachel ... tapos ang proposal ni Emily sa kanya to take him back is to never see Rachel again ... which is hard for both of them kasi they're friends ... pero Ross decided to give in 'cause he wants his marriage to work out ... tapos hindi ko na kinaya ... pinatay ko na yung TV ... nagisip sandali ... nakipag talastasan sa MayKapal ... at natulog ng isang napaka bagabag na tulog ...

nag simula nga pala ang lahat ng minsang pag gising ko, ang kabiyak ng paborito kong hikaw ay wala na ... parehong araw ng maramdaman ko ang lamig ng paligid ... weird eh ... kasi parang nung isang araw lang mainit ... sobra ... tapos biglang lumamig ... summer naman ...

mahirap pala.

hanggang dito ... serbi

What is the total amount of music in your PC? mga 2Gb ... nde pa kasama yung mga mp3s sa CDs ko ... teehee

The last CD i bought: urban dub's influence

The last song you listened to before this message? yung kinakanta ko kanina sa tambayan ... LIHIM ng Cambio

5 songs you listen to a lot and mean a lot to you:
lihim ng cambio
valentine ng shades apart
fall to pieces ng saliva
new tatoo ng urban dub
pardon me ng incubus

Who are the people you're going to pass this on to:
1. si vin
2. si tops
3. si je

like a bad star ... i'm falling faster down ...

--== The best thing about loving and being hurt is that you get to know what true love really is. For as gold is tested in fire, and so will love be perfected in pain ==--

you make me complete ... ly miserable

YUN LANG ...
mula sa kanta ng LIT ...

you make me come
you make me complete
you make me completely miserable