weeee!(ird)

wee!
1) just bought a smashing pumpkin's acoustic compilation thingy!
love it, love it, love it
now i have a new drive to play the guitar
2) my DL is born!
love it, loveit, love it, love it
now i have another "mouth to feed"
3) perfected puto pao making
munch it, munch it, munch it
another reason why I TOTALLY NEED TO EXERCISE!

now, all i hafta to do is:
1) plan the acoustic night i so dream to produce for my org. (of course featuring my orgmates' band who is NUMBER 1, mind you)
2) level up my dear elf to 180 so she could fly.
3) level up my baby DL so he could...be utterly handsome! hehe
4) find those darn Tomb Raiders 1 & 2 that i can't seem to find, demmit.
5) be ready for my removal exam on the 7th. (haha)
6) finish that freakin programing thingy (which is almost finished btw)
7) CLEAN MY ROOM!
8) organize my files.
9) organize my cds.
10) watch those movies i so want to watch.
11) list the movies i SO want to watch. (haha)
12) clean my bags! (crap, just remembered that one)
... got lotsa stuff to do, hot fudge. so i'll stop listing 'em down and start doing 'em...and not the leveling up thingy first! although i am so tempted to do just that.

hey, can somebody invent a time slowing machine?

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my mom hauled me over to the parlor to have my eyebrows shaped.

now i really look like some weird gay person. my freakin eyebrows are too thin! ugh. see, this is my second time to have my eyebrows shaped. the first was for my junior prom. my mom made the parlor person shape my eyebrows for it looked too manly. i didn't want my eyebrows shaped, but then again i wasn't holding the freakin blade. (ha! i should have brought my dragon spear along! hehe) and that was my second, no, third visit to the saloon my entire life. i like going to the saloon as much as i like going to hospitals. crap. i forgot to go visit my orgmate! the only time i have to go visit him and my mom has to have my kilay shaped.

hey vin, get well soon!

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my 30 mins at the saloon just gave me neck pains. when we got there, there was a girl having her hair blow dried (maybe she got hot oil or something). it took the hairdresser 45 mins to shampoo and cut my mom's hair. when we left, the girl's hair's still being blow dried. man. the cost of beauty. hmm... when they impose VAT, while that cost also go up?

scratch tape

crap, i've done it again

my curiosity just got me into trouble
me and my friends at that
i should have had let it go
but no
i just have to scratch that mental itch
darn itch...
must not
should not
scratch

curiosity kills the cat
am no cat but am dead

but what can i do?
they're my friends
and i just want to...
want them not to...
but i think i made it worse

must not
should not
scratch

i miss F1

i can't play ... neither MU nor gunbound ... this freakin PC at work can't run gunbound for some weird reason ... (i am near crying actually) ... then, for some weird reason, i remembered the F1 races ... i love watching F1 way before, when i still have lots of time in my hands ... and when my fave team is second best ... trust me, that Michael Schumacher is a good driver.

anyway, i get to watch one race (i forgot where) on Star Sports ... and i was sooo ... WADDAFUDGE?!?! surprised that my fave driver, JP Montoya, isn't wearing blue and white anymore!

Juan Pablo THEN

instead he's wearing black and gray! (sizzling hot!)

Juan Pablo NOW

what is even more surprising is that Toyota is now above BMW-Williams on the constructors championship. waddaheck happened to BMW? i remembered liking BMW because they were the underdogs during the 2003 races, besides, BMW is one car maker that i like. And that JP Montoya is one hot driver (his wife's hot too!) i tell you.

and then, looking at the races now... WOW, big changes. from 9 constructors, it's now 10! and Michael Schumi getting oust by the young and handsome (haha handsome daw) Fernando Alonso!

that's like...huwaw! Kimi Raikkonen is still second best though. (demm he looks hot in this pic)

also, Renault is now number 1! guess ferrari got too dependent on their aging driver huh? teehee

hmm... see what happens when i don't get to play MU?? or any games for that matter...
demmit

PANIC BUTTON

huwaw... when it rains, it so does pours

here's the 411...

my guild is diminishing...
my feasib bites ass...
my sister hates me...
i miss playing my BK, ELF and MG, in that order...
i miss going out with my friends...
i miss playing Seth...

and now this...

haayy...
is it just me or is love really in the air?
and i just happen to be wearing a gas mask?
some say i'm too mataray.
others say i'm scaring guys away.
waddaheck

i say,
shouldn't i be taken for what i am?

crap...
maybe i'm too simple for this complicated stuff
i'll just stick to piloting my BK, ELF and MG.

misery loves company

yep... it's true.

but am not miserable per sé... just sad

pero sabi nga ni obi wan...

online friends come and go
but the friendship stays

sige nga, saang Starwars nya sinabi yan? hehe
the adik family ... you will be missed

MUsings

I was talking to a newfound in-game friend, and he ... well ... not surprised to find out that I’m a girl. (So not the usual reaction I get from people when they find out that I’m a girl) and he was like... ang dami nang girls na adik sa MU ... 1 ka na dun. And he asked my way is that? ... and it got me thinking ... why is MU becoming really popular with girl gamers? Well, here are my best bets, being a girl myself...(at least, THESE are MY reasons for being hooked into the game)

1. Graphics. -Yup. I liked it better than the other games. It’s more...sophisticated. I think this what appeals to the more "mature" gamers. You’d grow old but not grow up.

2. Play + chat. -C'mon, even guys say that this is one of the things that got them hooked into the game. Killing monsters while talking to people? And not just to people around you but also to people on the other servers! It couldn't get any better than that! It’s like ... YM while playing!

3. Camera. -Yes. The camera being fixed is great. No nauseating whirls of the camera ... especially if you are not a kid of counterstrike. No more confusion on which button controls what. Really comes in handy if you have a mouse wheel and you just love scrolling the freakin' thing.

4. Game format. -It is very easy to control! Just click on the monster...then watch your character beat the shiznit outta it! It is so simple. And you could totally customize the build of your character. An energy knight, a super strong elf ... it's your call. But then of course, I don't recommend those kinds of builds.

These… they are just what instantly shot up my head when I got asked the question… why are you so hooked up? … Oh yeah, I forgot one very important thing … I get hooked because of the people I cross paths with.

at ako'y nabuhay muli

... pagkat wala ako magawa
naisipang kong gumawa ng tula
ngunit utak ayaw gumana
tila walang sigla
yan ang mapapala
nang pag tunganga
mahirap pla sumulat
pag sa tulog ay salat
lalu na kung ala naman talagang isusulat!

bwahahaha

segway... bakit kya pag nalalaman ng mga tao sa lemuria na ako'y babae, laging tanong nila...maganda ka ba? HINDE. HINDE PO AKO MAGANDA. MUKA PO AKONG KAHOY NA BINILAD SA ARAW AT KINALIMUTAN NA NG PANAHON. kaso mashadong malalim. kaya sabi ko nlng muka akong lalake, ng tumahimik.

baket kailangang maging maganda? eh hindi naman nila malalaman kung totoo sabihin ko mang OO o HINDI, para namang kikitain ko sila noh?? hmm...siguro dapat may cam yung mobius, tapos yung muka nung player yung lumulutang dun sa character nya. hehe.. macho ko naman nun... lalo akong pagkakamalang tibo!

contrary to other people's belief...namely lester the rat...NDE PO AKO TIBO!! hindi po porke ako ay mahilig mag maong pants, mag tshirt, mangulit, magbabad sa arcades at sa comp shops, magtingin ng kotse, at kung anu ano pang nde ginagawa ng mga girlalu, ibig sabihin tibo na ko. TAPOS PAG NAKA PANG GIRL AKO HIHIRIT KYO NG...BAT BABAE KA NGAYON?? kundi nga naman makapatay ka ng nilalang...hmp.

my staple jeans and tshirt get up is just a tactic. pag lagi ako nakapang girl, edi nde na magugulat yung mga tao pag nag palda ako! or nag girly top ako! magiging mundane na ang girly get up, wala na excitement sa kung anong suot ni ako, dava? hehe besides, malalaman nila na kikay pla ako. nyaha ... wala na ang element of surprise! hihi

HUWAW!! wala talaga ako masulat!! nyaha... sige, gawa muna ako artik sa insider... baka maka bless. nyaha

--=HzL 101=--

1. girl ako
2. wish i could get my tummy and thigh chiseled.
3. i think a lot...as in A LOT.
4. i play games a lot. i put games into all aspects of my life.
5. life is a game meant to be played...the right way.
6. adik ako sa kotse, musika, gitara at video games...pati na rin sa lollipops at nerds.
7. mahilig ako magdesign ng tatoo (kahit fangit)...pero i'm scared of needles.
8. gusto ko maging isang ROCKSTAR!
9. gusto ko magkaroon ng plantation ng marijuana...at maging supplier nito sa legal nations. hehe
10. dati, gusto kong ipa-dreds ang hair ko...buti nakilala ko si yug. hihi
11. gusto ko na mag skirt lagi, if not for my killer thighs...killer whale.
12. gusto ko mag-costume...ng slutty nurse! bwahahahahahahaha
13. marunong ako mag drawing dati...i miss that.
14. kahit gaano ako ka-boyish, mahilig ako mag gant ... crochet ... at mag cross-stitch.
15. i tried plucking my eyebrows once...ouch!
16. gusto maging isang jeepney driver for one whole summer.
17. i like destroying things when i'm utterly mad.
18. ...pero i'd rather hurt myself than hurt someone else.
19. ...pero i normally hit people...playful jab lang naman e...pero they say malakas daw ako manghampas.
20. miss ko na ang mag-bilyar.
21. i hate guys na feelingero at feeling macho.
22. i hate girls na nagpapa-weak effect...papa-awa effect pla. WE ARE NOT THE WEAKER SEX! =P
23. i don't like guys na mas girl pa saken...IN ALL ASPECTS.
24. cheesecake is one of my krytonites. (ie, weakness ko po)
25. i'm not into flowery stuff...but i love dark blue roses.
26. i envy people who found what they're looking for.
27. mababaw kaligayahan ko.
28. i flirt intentionally...pero unintentional most of the time.
29. but i don't play people's feelings! ayoko ma-karma.
30. gusto ko maging DJ sa radyo nung bata ako...tas pilot ng fighter plane (parang si John Stockthon)...tas astronaut...tas nagdedesign ng kotse/mekaniko ng kotse...tas gitarista ng isang sikat/malupit na band...kahit manager nalang...all of which walang connection sa course ko.
31. sabi ng utol ko...bat di ka nalang nag Computer Engg?

sabi ko sa kanya...bat di ka nag Arki o Fine Arts? (kami'y biktima ng aming ina)
32. adik ako sa kulay BLUE. nde obvious noh? ^_^
33. pagwala ako magawa, i think about nuni and where to put my stat points.
34. mahilig ako mang-trip ng mga newbie sa MU.
35. rule ko sa MU: ang makulet...DEDZ. x-p
36. i have a huge batman poster sa dingding ng kwarto...to watch over me. hehe
37. spiderman, superman o batman? BATMAN!!! sya lang ang 100% macho. hehe
38. si SETH ang superfriend ko...andyan sya pag ako'y malungkot, masaya, walang magawa, maraming dapat gawin, in love, out of love...at di nya ako iniiwan kahit nde ko sya pinapansin paminsan.
39. marami ako nunal sa katawan...frustrated meztiza.
40. nagpapaputi ako using white henna. wahahahahaha...
41. my mom used to give me cosmetics...a lot. i hate it.
42. malakas kiliti ko. hihi
43. i could spend 10 hours straight in front of the PC.
44. i love my melon smell...courtesy of Penshoppe, Savannah.
45. i have a teddy bear inside my closet...wearing my tiarra
46. katabi ng teddy bear yung 1L ABSOLUT VODKA BOTTLE na trophy ko from kuya Gino!
47. gitara si SETH.

48. i am usually a victim of impulse buying.
49. mahilig ako magtry out ng clothes na pakikay sa stores.
50. nde makapaniwala mommy ko nung bumili ako ng skirt. (si jawy rin daw nde makapaniwala)
51. mahilig ako mang gago sa chatrooms pag walang magawa...i will tagalize in an international chatroom.
52. mahilig din ako maggawa ng model airplanes and aircraft carriers...kaso wala na ako lalagyan ng finished products.
53. i wear pink or yellow shirts when i go to rock concerts full of "punk daw sila" people... just to irritate them..POSER AKO!! hehe
54. takot ako ipis. especially flying ipis.
55. nakikipag wrestling ako sa utol ko.
56. i like watching gory films and psycho stuff. and movies with cool cars in them. and movies with waaay cool graphics. and comedies...the best!
57. muka akong teacher pag nag glasses ako...kaya kahit ayaw ng elders ko, nag contacts ako!
58. grade 4 ako natuto mag mura.

59. ako pinaka tahimik sa class nung grade 4 ako.
60. ako prez ng class ko nung 6th grade. ako din pasimuno ng pag skip ng class...we hate music class.
61. nde ako nag home econ nung junior high ko, i took up drafting with the boys. pro nung nag home econ ako nung senior year, malupit daw ako magluto!
62. 1st choice ko talaga Photography o Culinary Arts na course...ayaw nanay ko.
63. pinapagshift ako sa nursing ng mom ko nung 4th year ko...yoko nga.
64. i buy selecta double chuva na double dutch 'n chocolate... i leave the chocolate part untouched. 65. i haven't been inside a derma clinic nor had a facial...my brother however have a membership sa Flawless.
66. i go to arcades all by myself.
67. miss ko na si Hamster my smart hamster...may sunflower seeds parin ako for her/him/it.
68. gusto ko gumala sa manila zoo.
69. ginawa kong coloring book yung smut funny comic book na nakita ko sa baul ng tatay ko...sana nde nya hanapin.
70. i like kikay earrings. but i don't like wearing huge loop earrings.
71. nde ako madali magalit, pero pag nagalit ako...lumayas ka sa harap ko!
72. i love NY Bagels' Pesto Bagel and French Baker's Pesto-Garlic Sticks.

73. i could eat Goldilocks' Sans Rival every freakin day...but in two weeks intervals. hehe
74. FPJ tawag saken nung 6th grade.
75. Steve naman nung 8th grade.
76. muka akong driftwood sa grad pic ko. actually, muka akong driftwood sa LAHAT ng pix ko.
77. i wanna run a high class escort service company where my clientele is composed of celebrities and politicians. hehe.
78. i turned my sister into a MU adik!

79. i usually attend class just because of the attendance.
80. i stopped growing up when i hit 17...now i'm just growing old.
81. when i entered highschool, i was 5'4"...now i'm 5'4.5"...pro most people think i'm taller than that.
82. i like expressive eyes...they're the very first things i look at in a guy...ano kaya yung next? hehe
83. shaved heads - another kryptonite that'd kill me.

84. i learned to drive in 1 day...but i stopped driving the very next week, so now i'm a commuter. (which rocks at times...)
85. when i was in elem and highschool, i read our encyclopedias for fun.
86. i used to stay up all night reading THE GIANT BOOK OF FACTS.
87. now i stay up all night playing MU!
88. i like pushing myslef to the limit.
89. i have an autogrpahed *Nsync's No Strings Attached album.
90. adik ako sa *Nsync at sa Incubus.
91. i buy teenybopper magazines because of Vin Diesel, *Nsync, Paul Walker and Incubus.
92. i miss Anfernee Hardaway.
93. i used to buy NBA cards just because of Penny...nung nasa Magic pa sya with Shaq.
94. i love smelling good...kaya kahit bago matulog nagpapabango ako...pati na rin pag gising sa umaga.
95. i also put liberal amount of lip balm before i sleep and before i brush my teeth in the morning.
96. i like slapshock dahil kay lee nadela.
97. i want to have a killer for hire/ espionage agency...kami ng sister ko ang agents.
98. i love dancing!
99. i put powdered milk in almost anything i eat. lucky me beef, saging, picadillo, nilagang piggy...
100. i wish i could wear japanese fashion here in the streets of manila.

101. guys with ponytails 'n goatees (ie, clean looking, rockstar looking guys) - kryptonite.

...shop antics...

customer na tanga
...miss, bat ayaw gumalaw ng mouse? (sabay ginagalaw yung camera)**yan po epekto ng chat**
...miss, bat ayaw mabukas pinto nyo? (pushing the door. yung kamay nya nasa tapat ng sign na PULL)
...(kumakatok) bat ayaw bumukas? (may sign naman na PUSH sa labas. pano hinahatak yung door...)
...miss, what time kyo mag sasara? (may sign naman na WE ARE OPEN 24 HOURS)
...miss, pde pa print? (tapos nakatayo sa may printer) **hindi, hindi pde...talon ka muna...hehe**
...miss, may xerox kyo? (habang nakatayo sa tapat ng photocopy machine) **wla po kami xerox, sharp lang**
...miss, pde mag pa develop ng picture? (nakapost one click INTERNET) **magkaiba po ang COMPUTER SHOP at PHOTOSHOP**
...miss, pde magkipagkilala? **HINDE!**

what goes on?

inside the mind of ...
... san ko kaya lalagay stat points ko? ... hmm...
... kumag na un ah! sayang 2C ko ...
... hmm... san kaya ako mamaya ... LT o Dungeon ... teka, weekend pla ngayon
... mag DP ba ako o GD nlng? .. hmm ... kano kaya +7+12 nun ...
... nood ba ako concert sa friday? ... sayang sa exp ...
... cute kaya si GM *insert name here*? ...
... hafta lvl up...hafta lvl up...hafta lvl up...
... sino kya yung makulit na elf kagabi? ... takte...
... waa! wala na pla ako load! kelangan pabili na ke dadi...*aloud* classmate, pde pa text?

this one's dedicated to my guildmates and online friends

unrequited love

i was talking online to a friend the other day...natawa ako dun sa usapan namin...ang weird kasi...... unrequited love

yun yung term na lagi nya nisasabi to describe what, he thinks, i have. which kinda got me thinking. do i love because i know that the person i am giving my love to will love me back?...hmm...the Lord gave up His only Son even though He knew that His love would not be returned by the people He's trying to save. (tama ba?)

huwaw! seriousness! nde ko kinaya. on the lighter side, parang ganito yan e. pag may natural calamity na dumaan, madami ang volunteers sa pagtulong sa mga nasakuna. they help the victims kahit alam nilang nde sila masusuklian ng mga ito.
parang ganun din sa pagmamahal...hindi ka naman nagmamahal dahil alam mong maibabalik yung pagmamahal na yun ng taong minamahal mo. magmamahal ka dahil...walalang...mahal mo e. pero mas masaya nga lang kung maibabalik nya dva?

kaya kung ako sa inyo...MAGTARAY NLANG KAYO!
teehee...biro lang. =)

nothing

staring at the ceiling
thinking things through
no good feelings to be felt
no good things to do
no good people to talk to
not a sign from you
i have lost me
and it's hard to see
dunno what lies ahead
might be better off dead
my heart is aching
but my body's numb
crushed like an ant
under a giant's thumb
how do you do it?
make me feel like i do?

-sensya na...alang magawa e..-

Mga nadampot ko kay MONGGY ...hehe

Your Deadly Sins

Envy: 100%

Gluttony: 80%

Sloth: 80%

Wrath: 80%

Greed: 40%

Pride: 40%

Lust: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 60%

You will die in a duel.

How Sinful Are You?

innocent kiss - you're cute and sweet and like it that wayWhat Sign of Affection Are You?
Quizilla

I W W

just read my previous blogs ...
wahahaha! korni ko pla talaga...
alam kong korni ako
pero nde ko na realize na
SOBRANG KORNI KO PLA!!
takteng buhay to...
hihi
haven't found my muse again
nakawala na ata ung dati
kaya nde nako masyado nakakasulat
hmm...
pde ring busy ako
with nuni...
hehe
di bale
lapit na ulit pasukan
and when skul starts
hyper mode ulit si utak
..sana lang nga
hehe

sing-a-song

from Bridget Jones' Dairy ... sigh

Knew the signs wasn’t right
I was stupid, for a while
Swept away, by you
And now I feel like a fool

So confused
My heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn’t see
We were never met to be

Catch myself, from despair
I could drown if I stay here
Keeping busy, everyday
I know I will be ok

But I’m
So confused
My heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn’t see
We were never met to be

So much hurt, so much pain
Takes a while to regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time
You’ll be out of my mind
I’ll be over you

And know I’m
So confused
My heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn’t see
We were never meant to be
Out of reach, so far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There’s a life out there for me

hy(p)ernate mode ... hehe

my mind's currently filled with A LOT of stuff ... so is my sked.

maybe some other day i'll find time to write something worth reading ...

as per now ...

hypernate mode activate
hypernate = hibernate + hyper hazel

ikaw ba wala?

bat ang weird mo?
kala ko ako lang weird, sabi mo eh
pero bakit ganun?
sinabi mo sa kin may nadarama sila
ikaw ba...wala?
nakakalungkot namang isiping ganun
may magagawa ba ko?
wala, parati namang wala
naiisip mo kya ako?
malamang hindi
sumasabit kya ako sa guni guni mo?
sana kahit minsan
alam mo ba ang nadarama ko?
sana ...

hay ... ang buhay ko
puno ng sana
puro sana nalang
sana ganito
sana ganyan
sana ganun
sana ...
may nadarama ka
para sakin

at sana totoo ka sakin
hindi guni guni ko lang ang lahat

sana hindi nalang matapos ang lahat
sana akin ka nalang.

chocolates ... dang

hay ... my life's like chocolate ...
the dark ones that i hate. it soo bittersweet!
i wonder, when will my life become as sweet and tasty as white chocolate?

i think i'm going back to the bad place
i shouldn't ... but i can't help it

is it better off like this?

i really dunno ... the answers to life's mysteries are as plenty as salt in an ant's hill

***You ain't got to buy nothing
It's not what I want
Baby it's You
We don't have to go nowhere
Its not what I want
Baby it's you
It's not for what you got
I know you got a lot
No matter what you do
You always gettin Hot
It's You,
It's You
Baby all I want is You Yeah***
... hehe

CROSSROADS

hindi yung movie ni britney ...

trudging down the street of life...
i suddenly found myself in a yield ...
should i take the left ...
or the other left?
or maybe i'll just stay on this spot
wait for a stranger to pass me by
then tag along to whichever way he'd go

but that's stupid

but where should i go?

i got no one to turn to
i got nowhere run


so maybe i'll be better off
standing here


ang hirap talaga ng vacation mode na ang utak ... inaasahan ka pa gumawa ng project ... hay

coincidence ... the sequel

i just hafta write this down ... sobrang weird kasi na coincidence ... just found the other piece of my favorite pair of earrings ... the blue dolphin thingy ... the same day i "re found" (yeah, there's no such word, but it gets the thought across) my "twin soul" ... haha ... soo weird ... yeah, it kinda sucks being in the middle, but if it's the one that works ... why the heck not stay there?? ... 'cause life sucks and we all hafta deal with it.

one more thing ...

may nabasa ako na blog tungkol sa pagiging weird ng tao ... ganun talaga ...
weird kasi hindi mo maintindihan ...
weird kasi para sa 'yo hindi ito normal ...
weird kasi kakaiba ...
kaya ang mundo ay weird ...
ang tao ay weird ...
siya ay weird ...
ikaw ay weird ...
lahat ay weird ...
ako ay hinde ... kyo lang weird. hehe

ay ... may tumawag na nga pala sa akin na weird ako ...

teka, pano kung anmg weird para syo ay normal na? werid pa rin ba yun??

coincidence

bago ako matulog kagabi ... nanood muna ako ng FRIENDS ... ang galing ng episode ... tinamaan ako ... nang malupit ... yun yung matapos mali ang pangalan na nasbi ni Ross nung kinasal sya kay Emily ... instead of "i Ross do take Emily.." he said Rachel ... tapos ang proposal ni Emily sa kanya to take him back is to never see Rachel again ... which is hard for both of them kasi they're friends ... pero Ross decided to give in 'cause he wants his marriage to work out ... tapos hindi ko na kinaya ... pinatay ko na yung TV ... nagisip sandali ... nakipag talastasan sa MayKapal ... at natulog ng isang napaka bagabag na tulog ...

nag simula nga pala ang lahat ng minsang pag gising ko, ang kabiyak ng paborito kong hikaw ay wala na ... parehong araw ng maramdaman ko ang lamig ng paligid ... weird eh ... kasi parang nung isang araw lang mainit ... sobra ... tapos biglang lumamig ... summer naman ...

mahirap pala.

hanggang dito ... serbi

What is the total amount of music in your PC? mga 2Gb ... nde pa kasama yung mga mp3s sa CDs ko ... teehee

The last CD i bought: urban dub's influence

The last song you listened to before this message? yung kinakanta ko kanina sa tambayan ... LIHIM ng Cambio

5 songs you listen to a lot and mean a lot to you:
lihim ng cambio
valentine ng shades apart
fall to pieces ng saliva
new tatoo ng urban dub
pardon me ng incubus

Who are the people you're going to pass this on to:
1. si vin
2. si tops
3. si je

like a bad star ... i'm falling faster down ...

--== The best thing about loving and being hurt is that you get to know what true love really is. For as gold is tested in fire, and so will love be perfected in pain ==--

you make me complete ... ly miserable

YUN LANG ...
mula sa kanta ng LIT ...

you make me come
you make me complete
you make me completely miserable

NUMB

i have reached NUMB status ... it's kinda weird though ... just found out yesterday ... for some reason ... the feeling is weird ... but i kinda expected it.
Ever watched Hey Arnold! ... ? It's the dude with the football head. Anyway, this girl, Helga, is totally in love with Arnold ... but i am NO Helga ... she's in love with Arnold but she keeps making fun of him everytime they see each other. Then one day, Helga said to herself that she'd stop loving Arnold ... and so she became this "lifeless", boring person. so she decided to be in love with Arnold again ... and return to her old sarcastic self. ... wait, what's my point? hmm ... oh yeah ... take away passion in you, you take away the life in you.

moral of the story: DON'T TAKE PASSION AWAY, LIFE'S TOO SHORT TO BE MISERABLE ALL THE TIME...TAKE TIME TO SMELL THE COFFEE.

SILA YAN

Wide Awake

i'm awake ... i think i have fallen asleep and someone else drove my ship ... good thing someone else splashed cold water on to my face ... woke me up just in time to steer clear away from the feakin' iceberg that sunk the Titanic ... made me wonder ... and made my head clear ... what the fudge was i thinking! ... snoozing off on duty ... bad hzl ...

Cliff Hanger ... 2

WARNING:corny pa rin 'to

NAMP ... mukang napatalon na ata ako ... pero napakapit muli sa kahuli huli hang segundo ... natakot ako eh. alam kong walang sasapo sakin. sa dulo ng banging ito ... lahat ng tao ... may hawak ... at hindi nila kayang bitiwan ang hawak nila para sapuhin ako. tama ang isa kong kaibigan ... hindi kaya ng isang kamay ang bigat ko. haha ... mag reduce muna kaya ako ... tsaka ako tumalon ... haha .. asa pa. sana hindi nalang naging kaaya aya at kahuma humaling ang mga bagay na nakikita ko sa baba ... sana hindi unti unting gumuguho ang lupang kinatatayuan ko ... parang nauubos na ang oras ko ... hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko. mahirap malito sa ganitong sitwasyon ... siguradong AKO lang naman ang masasaktan ...

ganito ba talaga ... nagiging corny na akong sobra ... ayoko na ... hindi ko na kaya ... masakit na ang braso ko ... mahirap umahon ...

Cliff Hanger

WARNING: CORNY 'TO

I find myself standing at the edge of a very high cliff ... then it got me thinking ... two options lay before me ... should I jump and experience the thrill of free fall ... feel the adrenalin pumped into my veins ... and deal with broken bones later? ... or should i just stand there ... watch the world below ... and stop myself before i get hurt? ...

yeah, maybe i'll just eat ice cream and corn chips

houses ... cars ... and boys ... haha

papunta kami nila may sa vinzon's ... bigla ko naisip ang komentaryo ni hanna sa aking naunang isinulat ... tungkol sa bahay ... dapat daw kotse nalang ... tutal mahilig ako sa kotse ... napagisip ko ... hmm ... pag ang kotse may ari na ... pwede pa ring maagaw ... yun nga lang carnapper labas mo nun ... pwede madala ... fine, hindi nabibitbit yung kotse para madala ... pwedeng mapaandar yung nacarnap na kotse kung san man gusto dalin ng carnapper ... pero ang bahay na mayroon nang may ari ... hindi na pwedeng agawin mula sa may ari ... pwera nalang kung i-under seige mo yung bahay ... pero huli ka agad dun ... kasi hindi ka makakaalis ... dun ka lang sa bahay ... mako-corner ka ... at hindi susunod ang bahay san mo man ito gusto dalin ... di tulad ng kotse ... pero merong ganun ... may mga bahay ... may mga kotse ...

ang kulit!!!

ang buhay ... parang life ... ubod ng ... pero bakit ganun? di ba dapat masaya ako? ... kasi ... kaso ... labo ... mahirap talaga ... lalo na pag ang bahay na gusto mong bilhin ... meron nang may ari ... hindi ka na pwedeng pumasok at tumira sa loob ... hindi mo na pwedeng hawakan ang susi ng pinto ... hanggang labas ka nalang ... hanggang tingin ka nalang ... sayang ... sayang at hindi ako nagawi sa parte na iyon ng mundo at nakita agad ang bahay na iyon ... sayang at may nag mamay ari na ng magandang bahay na kinahulugan ng puso mo ... di bale ... lakad lakad nalang muna uli ... baka meron pang iba dyan ... sanay naman akong walang tirahan eh ... wow pare heavy ... nde ko kinaya to ah ... lalim! ... parang balon

Y? --- tula para sa inyo ...

Y?

why do you make me laugh?
why is my life tough?
why do i fall so fast?
why is my sadness vast?
why do you make my day?
why can't i make you stay?
why can't i be with you?
why can't you feel the way i do?
why are there so many questions?
why are there hesitations?
why are answers hard to find?
why are you still on my mind?

ramblings ... 1

yeah! sabado ngayon ... dapat gumagawa ako ng 151 paper ... o di kaya'y ng 181 paper namin ... o kaya ay nag aaral para sa exam sa lunes ... putcha ... happy? valentine's? ... nyaha. bat kasi kelangan mag ka february ... nde ba pde skip nalang yun? hehe...sorry sa mga birthday ay feb. syet. pag dating nanaman ng bahay ... mag gigitara nanaman ... nakakasawa nang mag aral. hindi ba pwede mag gitara nalang at mag sulat habang buhay? ... nde rin. nde nman ako henyo na babayaran para sa mga sinusulat ko...hmm...gawa kaya ako ng "autobiography"? ... kaso hindi naman exciting buhay ko e. kahit ako aantukin sa babasahin ko sa sobrang boring ng buhay ko. ano kaya magawa? ayoko nang mag work sampling ... NAKAKAWALANG GANA! bakit ba kasi konektado ang puso at ang utak. pag tinamad yung isa ... tatamarin na rin yung isa. tapos kung buong katawan ... wala na. hmm ... tama nga siguro yung sabi ng isa kong orgmate ... mas maganda siguro kung manhid nalang. bakit? ba malay. basta. nde ko alam. ayan. nahulog na ang tren.

Pink Roses

You like to carry my heart in a bag that's broken.
You're asking when do I stop? When the bottle's empty.
Blacker than my father's soul. Drunk enough to raise us all.
Pink (x2)
Roses (x2)
Nomad, Drowning Rat.
Black, black, so black you cant even grasp the fact.
Blacker than a begger's soul.
Rich enough to raise us all.
Lead with your need as god decends
Pink (x2)
Roses (x2)
Cold to the ground, what gets me this down?
The smell of magnesium, the smile of a clown.
I wanna drink you.
Scare you.
F*** you and Film you
Pink (x2)
Roses (x2)
can't help but feel like this group's music ... anyone who knows this band?
well ... i don't wanna do the thing after "scaring you" though
not yet ... hehehe