Sunday

aw snap. my life's crap

feel na feel ko to...

"Death Metal"
(Datu's Tribe )

Tayo nyo ang kabaong ko ayoko ng selyado
Bigyan nyo ako ng baso at saksakan nyo ng sigarilyo ang aking bibig
Ayaw ko ng mga humahagulgol ayaw ko ng mga hinihimatay
Gusto ko kayo ay masaya at buhay dapat sa party ko ako lang ang patay

Sa aking puntod
Sa gitna ng hardin
San sariwa ang hangin
Haping-happy ang feeling

Suot ko dapat ang aking shades at yung nuclear smiley tshirt ko
Uupa tayo ng magandang lugar at sa tugtugan ang gusto na banda, Parokya ni Edgar

At ang aking huling hiling madaling araw nyo ako ilibing
Habang ibinibaba ang aking kabaong patugtugin nyo ang praning

Sa aking puntod
Sa gitna ng hardin
San sariwa ang hanging
Haping-happy ang feeling
(2x)

Pagdaan ng ilang taon akong hukayin buksan ang kabaong at tayo'y magpicture taking
Pwede rin tayo mag-picnic di na lang ako kakain
Ilayo nyo 'yang bandehado baka ako humalo sa giniling
Iniwan ko na ang mundo wala na akong problema

Iniwanan ko na ang mundo Wala na akong problema

FAVES

got this from a friend's blog... hehe... can't do my project sa shop e. kaya blog nlng ako... =(
PLAYING FAVORITES

favorite color:
BLUE!
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favorite food:
chips! aka.. junk foods
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favorite day:
sunday
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favorite month:
beer months, este BER months
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favorite holiday:
Pasko!
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favorite season:
winter... as if meron dito sa pinas
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favorite hobby:
playing games
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favorite sports:
nakaw ala na... dati bball at taek..
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favorite expression:
washuuu, lul! hihi
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favorite getup:
jeans, shirt and flipflops
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favorite drink:
erg, cruiser, TUBIG!
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favorite snack:
chips chips chips
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favorite school:
...UP D! fave ako nito e. fut...long
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favorite actor:
adam sandler
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favorite actress:
nde na sa AJ.
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favorite nba team:
orlando magic nung panaho ni penny
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favorite wrestler:
JAKE THE SNAKE!!!!
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favorite tv show:
will n grace, friends, csi
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favorite author:
stephen king
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favorite book:
basta from stephen king swabe
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favorite movie:
migthy ducks 2!
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favorite director:
tim burton, ace buenaventura... haha
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favorite disney movie:
bug's life, robots 9disney yun dba?)
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favorite foreign language:
umm... english?
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favorite tourist destination:
mars sana
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favorite mythical creature:
unicorns! hihi
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favorite type of music:
yung maingay...
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favorite male singer:
JAY CONTRERAS!!
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favorite female singer:
aia medel at barbie
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favorite band:
incubus
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favorite perfume:
don't wear parfum.. i wear cologne
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favorite car:
audi quattro TT and the batmobile
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favorite shoes:
rubber
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favorite console game:
MAPPY!!!!!!
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favorite pc game:
MU, gunbound, tomb raider
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favorite comic book title:
batman, spawn ... title lang ha
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favorite superhero:
batman!!!!
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favorite superhero team:
umm.. batman's team? hihi... alfred, robin, him and the batmobile
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favorite supervillain:
invader zim
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favorite comicbook artist:
todd mcfarlane

Thursday

iwasan ang problemang puso... mag clusivol!

malabo?
simple lang yan e.
pag nag ka gusto ka sa isang tao... di ba sabi para kang may sakit? minsan walang gana kumain, minsan sobrang saya mo, minsan naman parang binagsakan ka ng problema ng sangkatauhan. see? sobrang parang may sakit noh?
kaya eto lang solusyon jan. sabi nga ng commercial... sa panahon ngayon, bawal magkasakit. mag clusivol araw araw. see? take clusivol para hindi "magkasakit"!
eto pa...
di ba pag minsan masama pakiramdam mo, sasabihin lang syo na... magpapawis ka lang mawawala rin yan. parang sa problemang puso... iiyak mo lang... bukas you'd feel much better. pramis! (ahehe, speaking through experience ba? lul. hihi)
pero sabi nga nila, prevention is better than cure.
kaya nga take clusivol everyday e.
di mo ba nabasa yung simula nito?
>_^

**this is a sad day for me, well and happy, gulo noh? i left my 2nd guild, ALIBATA... hindi ko na kasi kaya... i left with a heavy heart (ang korni noh? para naman kasing ala akong 2 pang characters dun, pero shempre, si nuni parin ang main ko), madami rin akong naiwang kaibigan dun at memories, pero i think ESTRANGE will be a nice guild to be. sabi nga ng kanta... time for a kuh ul change...it's time for a cool change. ^_^... am scared.**

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****am just glad that hindi naman parating dense ang mga lalaki. ^_^****

Monday

theme song (ng buhay ko)(nye)

hahaha

yan .. start blogging again! pero papaulanan ko muna kyo ng kanta na feeling ko ay mega bagay describe sa story of my life. malabo sha.. oo kasing labo ng hair ko. basta! yung 2 kanta jan from my beloved jay contreras, yung 1 mula kay rhett miller.

I'm dressed all in blue
And I'm remembering you
And the dress you wore
When you broke my heart
I'm depressed upstairs
And I'm remembering where
And when, and how, and why
You have to go so far
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
I'm gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Unless you come around
So come around
I'm dressed all in white
And I remember the night
You came on to me
And opened up my heart
I was hollow then
'Til you filled me in
Now I'm empty again
I should have never let it start
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
I'm gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Unless you come around
So come around
No one else can fix me
Although sometimes my heart tricks me
Into thinking someone else will do
But you're the only one
You are the only one
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life I
'm gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Unless you come around
So come around
So come around
So come around
I'm dressed all in blue
And I'm remembering you
And the dress you wore
When you broke my heart

Di ko mapigilang ngumiti pag ika'y nakikita
Para kang isang regalong nagbibigay saya
Nagtataka kung anong hiwagang mayron ka
Sana ang nadarama ay di na lumipas pa.
Para bang namamasyal sa ulaptuwing kasama ka
Pati mga problema ko'y biglang limot ko na
Ang oras ay biglang natrapik biglang humihinto
Sulit ang bawat minutong ika'y naririto.
*Kay sarap isipin na naryan kapag ako'y nalulumbay
Basta't kasama ka lahat ng bagayay puno ng kulay
Naririnig ang daloy ng tubig at ihip ng hangin
Sa piling mo'y naglalakbay ako at nananaginip.
Ano bang meron ka at ako'y naakit mo?
Mapungay ang mata kapag ika'y kasama ko
Basta't kapiling ka ako ay ayos na
At sa bawat gitgit iyong makikita na mahal kita.

it never even crossed my mind
that i would fall inlove with you
you were always there behind me
but i never looked that way
friends are friends i looked at them
nothing more and nothing less
familiar things you say and do
seem so strange its not like you
it never even crossed my mind
that i would fall inlove with you
you were always there behind me
but i never looked that way
funny things that made me laugh
is when i think about the past
i never saw it coming but when i turn around and you were there
I learned today
that i need you more each day
grab on to youdont ever let go...
I learned today
that i need you more each day
grab on to youdont ever let go...
I learned today
that i need you more each day
grab on to you
dont ever let go...
I learned today
that i need you more each day
grab on to you
dont ever let go...

^_^ hay madami ako kukwento. pero yan na muna sa ngayon. gagawa pa kasi ako ng project. teehee. next time may malaking picture jan ni jay contreras. para makita nyo kung gano ka bangag ako! bwahahaha. mwahz. :-*

Wednesday

weeee!(ird)

wee!
1) just bought a smashing pumpkin's acoustic compilation thingy!
love it, love it, love it
now i have a new drive to play the guitar
2) my DL is born!
love it, loveit, love it, love it
now i have another "mouth to feed"
3) perfected puto pao making
munch it, munch it, munch it
another reason why I TOTALLY NEED TO EXERCISE!

now, all i hafta to do is:
1) plan the acoustic night i so dream to produce for my org. (of course featuring my orgmates' band who is NUMBER 1, mind you)
2) level up my dear elf to 180 so she could fly.
3) level up my baby DL so he could...be utterly handsome! hehe
4) find those darn Tomb Raiders 1 & 2 that i can't seem to find, demmit.
5) be ready for my removal exam on the 7th. (haha)
6) finish that freakin programing thingy (which is almost finished btw)
7) CLEAN MY ROOM!
8) organize my files.
9) organize my cds.
10) watch those movies i so want to watch.
11) list the movies i SO want to watch. (haha)
12) clean my bags! (crap, just remembered that one)
... got lotsa stuff to do, hot fudge. so i'll stop listing 'em down and start doing 'em...and not the leveling up thingy first! although i am so tempted to do just that.

hey, can somebody invent a time slowing machine?
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my mom hauled me over to the parlor to have my eyebrows shaped.
now i really look like some weird gay person. my freakin eyebrows are too thin! ugh. see, this is my second time to have my eyebrows shaped. the first was for my junior prom. my mom made the parlor person shape my eyebrows for it looked too manly. i didn't want my eyebrows shaped, but then again i wasn't holding the freakin blade. (ha! i should have brought my dragon spear along! hehe) and that was my second, no, third visit to the saloon my entire life. i like going to the saloon as much as i like going to hospitals. crap. i forgot to go visit my orgmate! the only time i have to go visit him and my mom has to have my kilay shaped.
hey vin, get well soon!
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my 30 mins at the saloon just gave me neck pains. when we got there, there was a girl having her hair blow dried (maybe she got hot oil or something). it took the hairdresser 45 mins to shampoo and cut my mom's hair. when we left, the girl's hair's still being blow dried. man. the cost of beauty. hmm... when they impose VAT, while that cost also go up?

Friday

scratch tape

crap, i've done it again

my curiosity just got me into trouble
me and my friends at that
i should have had let it go
but no
i just have to scratch that mental itch
darn itch...
must not
should not
scratch

curiosity kills the cat
am no cat but am dead

but what can i do?
they're my friends
and i just want to...
want them not to...
but i think i made it worse

must not
should not
scratch

i miss F1

i can't play ... neither MU nor gunbound ... this freakin PC at work can't run gunbound for some weird reason ... (i am near crying actually) ... then, for some weird reason, i remembered the F1 races ... i love watching F1 way before, when i still have lots of time in my hands ... and when my fave team is second best ... trust me, that Michael Schumacher is a good driver.

anyway, i get to watch one race (i forgot where) on Star Sports ... and i was sooo ... WADDAFUDGE?!?! surprised that my fave driver, JP Montoya, isn't wearing blue and white anymore
!


Juan Pablo THEN

instead he's wearing black and gray! (sizzling hot!)


Juan Pablo NOW


what is even more surprising is that Toyota is now above BMW-Williams on the constructors championship. waddaheck happened to BMW? i remembered liking BMW because they were the underdogs during the 2003 races, besides, BMW is one car maker that i like. And that JP Montoya is one hot driver (his wife's hot too!) i tell you.

and then, looking at the races now... WOW, big changes. from 9 constructors, it's now 10! and Michael Schumi getting oust by the young and handsome (haha handsome daw) Fernando Alonso!


that's like...huwaw! Kimi Raikkonen is still second best though. (demm he looks hot in this pic)



also, Renault is now number 1! guess ferrari got too dependent on their aging driver huh? teehee

hmm... see what happens when i don't get to play MU?? or any games for that matter...
demmit

Monday

PANIC BUTTON

huwaw... when it rains, it so does pours

here's the 411...

my guild is diminishing...
my feasib bites ass...
my sister hates me...
i miss playing my BK, ELF and MG, in that order...
i miss going out with my friends...
i miss playing Seth...

and now this...

haayy...
is it just me or is love really in the air?
and i just happen to be wearing a gas mask?
some say i'm too mataray.
others say i'm scaring guys away.
waddaheck

i say,
shouldn't i be taken for what i am?

crap...
maybe i'm too simple for this complicated stuff
i'll just stick to piloting my BK, ELF and MG.

Sunday

misery loves company

yep... it's true.

but am not miserable per sé... just sad

pero sabi nga ni obi wan...

online friends come and go
but the friendship stays

sige nga, saang Starwars nya sinabi yan? hehe
the adik family ... you will be missed

Friday

MUsings

I was talking to a newfound in-game friend, and he ... well ... not surprised to find out that I’m a girl. (So not the usual reaction I get from people when they find out that I’m a girl) and he was like... ang dami nang girls na adik sa MU ... 1 ka na dun. And he asked my way is that? ... and it got me thinking ... why is MU becoming really popular with girl gamers? Well, here are my best bets, being a girl myself...(at least, THESE are MY reasons for being hooked into the game)
1. Graphics. -Yup. I liked it better than the other games. It’s more...sophisticated. I think this what appeals to the more "mature" gamers. You’d grow old but not grow up.
2. Play + chat. -C'mon, even guys say that this is one of the things that got them hooked into the game. Killing monsters while talking to people? And not just to people around you but also to people on the other servers! It couldn't get any better than that! It’s like ... YM while playing!
3. Camera. -Yes. The camera being fixed is great. No nauseating whirls of the camera ... especially if you are not a kid of counterstrike. No more confusion on which button controls what. Really comes in handy if you have a mouse wheel and you just love scrolling the freakin' thing.
4. Game format. -It is very easy to control! Just click on the monster...then watch your character beat the shiznit outta it! It is so simple. And you could totally customize the build of your character. An energy knight, a super strong elf ... it's your call. But then of course, I don't recommend those kinds of builds.

These… they are just what instantly shot up my head when I got asked the question… why are you so hooked up? … Oh yeah, I forgot one very important thing … I get hooked because of the people I cross paths with.