Sunday

VOICES


You're arguing again
Lies not forgotten
Spewing sounds of hatred
Abomination created

You're screaming again
Breaking my head to ten
Filling me with unearthly sounds
Howling like hell's hounds

I think I'm better wasted
Shut the voices in my head

You're nagging again
Trying to take the reign
I'd better keep it cool not blow it
Fuming mad, not show it

You're complaining again
Should have known better then
Nothing seems to satisfy you
Nothing that I say or do

I think I'm better wasted
Shut the voices in my head

You're boring me again
Time and time again
Pointless words, droning voice
Crying babies make better noise

You're ranting again
Stuff can't keep within
Spinning like a broken record
You live a life of a board

I think I'm better wasted
Shut the voices in my head
Yes, I'm better wasted
Shut the voices in my head

Tuesday

THE WORLD HATES ME


yup yup... it really does...
haven't recupriated (tama ba?) from the thing
e nasira ko pa blog ko...
at tinatamad pa akong ayusin sya.
haynaku. wala na bang katapusan ang ulan??
haaayyyy... bat ang tagal magpakita ng araw??
kelan ko kaya makikitang muli ang aking ngiti?
baka naman may alam kang tindahan nito.
sana mura lang. nakakamiss na ring ngumiti.
haayyy...
puro bugtong hininga.
sabi ng isa kong kaibigan:
isipin mo, it's his loss!
tama nga naman. it's his loss talaga.
pero bat ganun? bakit kahit paulit ulit kong sabihin yun...
e parang ako parin yung nalugi?
namputz. wala ba nabibilhan ng memory altering device?
para naman yung buwan ay gawin nalang araw
para parang hindi ganun katagal yung sakit ko
para hindi mahirap makalimot
at para madali na mag move on.
HHAAAYYYYY

Monday

director's cut


yey! didn't cry this morning when i woke up! good fer me! tapos, heard this song ... again ... demmit ... demmit ... demmit ... tama nga sabi ni les ... masakit sa ulo. oh well ... in time ...


pagmulat ng mata
agad kong naalala
kagabi sinabi mong ayaw mo na
may mali ka bang nakita?
may mali bang nagawa?
bigla na lang naisip mong ayaw mo na...

lahat ng gusto mo
tamang sunod ako
nagtataka bakit biglang ayaw mo na
nabigla ko ng lubusan
nang ako iyong aking iwanan
basta na lang naisip mong ayaw mo na...

lumingon sandali lang
bago mo tuluyang iwan
nais kong

sumigaw, palabas
at sasabihin sayo ang lahat
tumakbo, palayo
at iiwanan na ang alaala mo

nanginginig, nalulungkot, nahihibang, at tulala
pagod na yata ang ngiti
nauubos din ang tuwa
nag-iisa, umiiyak, nahihirapang huminga
pagod na yata ang ngiti
nauubos din ang tuwa
nanginginig nalulungkot

lumingon sandali lang
bago mo tuluyang iwan
nais kong

sumigaw, palabas
at sasabihin sayo ang lahat
tumakbo, palayo
at iiwanan na ang alaala mo

at kung hindi na babalik
sana sa pag-gising ay wala na ang nadaramang sakit
at kung hindi na babalik
pilit sasabihin na hindi ako nagkamali

sumigaw, palabas
at sasabihin sayo ang lahat
tumakbo, palayo
at iiwanan na ang alaala mo

sumigaw, palabas
at iiwanan na ang alaala mo
tumakbo, palayo
at iiwanan na ang alaala mo

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btw, halos lahat yata ng lyrics dito sa blog ko galing sa kamikazee ... wla tyo magagawa ... mahal ko si manong bangag e. hehe

Friday

... =( ...


Ika nga nila eight years in the making
Ngunit hindi pa rin matapos-tapos ang taping
Damdamin ang ating tanging puhunan
Sa motion picture na ating pinagtatampukan
Pinagtatampukan

Minsan muntik makalimutan ang linya
Ngunit buti andyan ka saglit na usap ay sapat na
Agad-agad ay sinalo ng galing ng pag-adlib mo
Muli kong naalala nabitin nating eksena
Parang hindi nawala

Dalangin sana ngayon ay hinog na
Lovestory nating hilaw na nag-umpisa
Pag nagdilim tagpo na di lumipas
Sa akin ang kulay ay di kumukupas

'di mahalaga kung papatok sa takilya
Istorya nating dalawa
'di mahalaga bumenta man sa masa
Istorya nating dalawa
Istorya nating dalawa

Dalangin sana ngayon ay hinog na
Lovestory nating hilaw na nag-umpisa
Pag nagdilim tagpo na di lumipas
Sa akin ang kulay ay di kumukupas

Dalangin sana ngayon ay hinog na
Lovestory nating hilaw na nag-umpisa
Ngunit lahat ng ito'y palagay lang
Sa aking isip ay naglalaro lamang

Ngunit lahat ng ito'y palagay lang
Sa aking isip ay naglalaro lamang

haayyy... my eyes hurt too much from crying. demmit.

Wednesday

nyahahaha

You scored as Rocker, Mosher. Your A Rocker!

Rocker, Mosher

65%

Skater

45%

Prepy

35%

Goth

35%

Emo

25%

Trendy

20%

Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev

15%

What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy E.c.t
created with QuizFarm.com

Tuesday

SANA...

...naligaw ako sa bldg mo nung freshie pa ako
...at nakita mo kataran...tahan ko.. ehehe
...friends na tyo bago ka sumikat
...di ka nalng sikat...hihi
...akin ka nlng...woohoo!! amfut..long
...di ako bangag..toink

makapaglaro na nga lang ng MU..amfufuness

Friday

bangag ng buhay ko...woohoo!





MAHAL KO...woohooo!! ... hehehehehe
araw araw bangag

Sunday

aw snap. my life's crap

feel na feel ko to...

"Death Metal"
(Datu's Tribe )

Tayo nyo ang kabaong ko ayoko ng selyado
Bigyan nyo ako ng baso at saksakan nyo ng sigarilyo ang aking bibig
Ayaw ko ng mga humahagulgol ayaw ko ng mga hinihimatay
Gusto ko kayo ay masaya at buhay dapat sa party ko ako lang ang patay

Sa aking puntod
Sa gitna ng hardin
San sariwa ang hangin
Haping-happy ang feeling

Suot ko dapat ang aking shades at yung nuclear smiley tshirt ko
Uupa tayo ng magandang lugar at sa tugtugan ang gusto na banda, Parokya ni Edgar

At ang aking huling hiling madaling araw nyo ako ilibing
Habang ibinibaba ang aking kabaong patugtugin nyo ang praning

Sa aking puntod
Sa gitna ng hardin
San sariwa ang hanging
Haping-happy ang feeling
(2x)

Pagdaan ng ilang taon akong hukayin buksan ang kabaong at tayo'y magpicture taking
Pwede rin tayo mag-picnic di na lang ako kakain
Ilayo nyo 'yang bandehado baka ako humalo sa giniling
Iniwan ko na ang mundo wala na akong problema

Iniwanan ko na ang mundo Wala na akong problema

FAVES

got this from a friend's blog... hehe... can't do my project sa shop e. kaya blog nlng ako... =(
PLAYING FAVORITES

favorite color:
BLUE!
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favorite food:
chips! aka.. junk foods
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favorite day:
sunday
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favorite month:
beer months, este BER months
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favorite holiday:
Pasko!
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favorite season:
winter... as if meron dito sa pinas
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favorite hobby:
playing games
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favorite sports:
nakaw ala na... dati bball at taek..
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favorite expression:
washuuu, lul! hihi
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favorite getup:
jeans, shirt and flipflops
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favorite drink:
erg, cruiser, TUBIG!
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favorite snack:
chips chips chips
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favorite school:
...UP D! fave ako nito e. fut...long
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favorite actor:
adam sandler
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favorite actress:
nde na sa AJ.
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favorite nba team:
orlando magic nung panaho ni penny
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favorite wrestler:
JAKE THE SNAKE!!!!
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favorite tv show:
will n grace, friends, csi
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favorite author:
stephen king
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favorite book:
basta from stephen king swabe
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favorite movie:
migthy ducks 2!
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favorite director:
tim burton, ace buenaventura... haha
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favorite disney movie:
bug's life, robots 9disney yun dba?)
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favorite foreign language:
umm... english?
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favorite tourist destination:
mars sana
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favorite mythical creature:
unicorns! hihi
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favorite type of music:
yung maingay...
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favorite male singer:
JAY CONTRERAS!!
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favorite female singer:
aia medel at barbie
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favorite band:
incubus
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favorite perfume:
don't wear parfum.. i wear cologne
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favorite car:
audi quattro TT and the batmobile
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favorite shoes:
rubber
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favorite console game:
MAPPY!!!!!!
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favorite pc game:
MU, gunbound, tomb raider
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favorite comic book title:
batman, spawn ... title lang ha
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favorite superhero:
batman!!!!
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favorite superhero team:
umm.. batman's team? hihi... alfred, robin, him and the batmobile
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favorite supervillain:
invader zim
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favorite comicbook artist:
todd mcfarlane

Thursday

iwasan ang problemang puso... mag clusivol!

malabo?
simple lang yan e.
pag nag ka gusto ka sa isang tao... di ba sabi para kang may sakit? minsan walang gana kumain, minsan sobrang saya mo, minsan naman parang binagsakan ka ng problema ng sangkatauhan. see? sobrang parang may sakit noh?
kaya eto lang solusyon jan. sabi nga ng commercial... sa panahon ngayon, bawal magkasakit. mag clusivol araw araw. see? take clusivol para hindi "magkasakit"!
eto pa...
di ba pag minsan masama pakiramdam mo, sasabihin lang syo na... magpapawis ka lang mawawala rin yan. parang sa problemang puso... iiyak mo lang... bukas you'd feel much better. pramis! (ahehe, speaking through experience ba? lul. hihi)
pero sabi nga nila, prevention is better than cure.
kaya nga take clusivol everyday e.
di mo ba nabasa yung simula nito?
>_^

**this is a sad day for me, well and happy, gulo noh? i left my 2nd guild, ALIBATA... hindi ko na kasi kaya... i left with a heavy heart (ang korni noh? para naman kasing ala akong 2 pang characters dun, pero shempre, si nuni parin ang main ko), madami rin akong naiwang kaibigan dun at memories, pero i think ESTRANGE will be a nice guild to be. sabi nga ng kanta... time for a kuh ul change...it's time for a cool change. ^_^... am scared.**

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****am just glad that hindi naman parating dense ang mga lalaki. ^_^****

Monday

theme song (ng buhay ko)(nye)

hahaha

yan .. start blogging again! pero papaulanan ko muna kyo ng kanta na feeling ko ay mega bagay describe sa story of my life. malabo sha.. oo kasing labo ng hair ko. basta! yung 2 kanta jan from my beloved jay contreras, yung 1 mula kay rhett miller.

I'm dressed all in blue
And I'm remembering you
And the dress you wore
When you broke my heart
I'm depressed upstairs
And I'm remembering where
And when, and how, and why
You have to go so far
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
I'm gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Unless you come around
So come around
I'm dressed all in white
And I remember the night
You came on to me
And opened up my heart
I was hollow then
'Til you filled me in
Now I'm empty again
I should have never let it start
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
I'm gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Unless you come around
So come around
No one else can fix me
Although sometimes my heart tricks me
Into thinking someone else will do
But you're the only one
You are the only one
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life I
'm gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Unless you come around
So come around
So come around
So come around
I'm dressed all in blue
And I'm remembering you
And the dress you wore
When you broke my heart

Di ko mapigilang ngumiti pag ika'y nakikita
Para kang isang regalong nagbibigay saya
Nagtataka kung anong hiwagang mayron ka
Sana ang nadarama ay di na lumipas pa.
Para bang namamasyal sa ulaptuwing kasama ka
Pati mga problema ko'y biglang limot ko na
Ang oras ay biglang natrapik biglang humihinto
Sulit ang bawat minutong ika'y naririto.
*Kay sarap isipin na naryan kapag ako'y nalulumbay
Basta't kasama ka lahat ng bagayay puno ng kulay
Naririnig ang daloy ng tubig at ihip ng hangin
Sa piling mo'y naglalakbay ako at nananaginip.
Ano bang meron ka at ako'y naakit mo?
Mapungay ang mata kapag ika'y kasama ko
Basta't kapiling ka ako ay ayos na
At sa bawat gitgit iyong makikita na mahal kita.

it never even crossed my mind
that i would fall inlove with you
you were always there behind me
but i never looked that way
friends are friends i looked at them
nothing more and nothing less
familiar things you say and do
seem so strange its not like you
it never even crossed my mind
that i would fall inlove with you
you were always there behind me
but i never looked that way
funny things that made me laugh
is when i think about the past
i never saw it coming but when i turn around and you were there
I learned today
that i need you more each day
grab on to youdont ever let go...
I learned today
that i need you more each day
grab on to youdont ever let go...
I learned today
that i need you more each day
grab on to you
dont ever let go...
I learned today
that i need you more each day
grab on to you
dont ever let go...

^_^ hay madami ako kukwento. pero yan na muna sa ngayon. gagawa pa kasi ako ng project. teehee. next time may malaking picture jan ni jay contreras. para makita nyo kung gano ka bangag ako! bwahahaha. mwahz. :-*