CROSSROADS

hindi yung movie ni britney ...

trudging down the street of life...
i suddenly found myself in a yield ...
should i take the left ...
or the other left?
or maybe i'll just stay on this spot
wait for a stranger to pass me by
then tag along to whichever way he'd go

but that's stupid

but where should i go?

i got no one to turn to
i got nowhere run


so maybe i'll be better off
standing here


ang hirap talaga ng vacation mode na ang utak ... inaasahan ka pa gumawa ng project ... hay

coincidence ... the sequel

i just hafta write this down ... sobrang weird kasi na coincidence ... just found the other piece of my favorite pair of earrings ... the blue dolphin thingy ... the same day i "re found" (yeah, there's no such word, but it gets the thought across) my "twin soul" ... haha ... soo weird ... yeah, it kinda sucks being in the middle, but if it's the one that works ... why the heck not stay there?? ... 'cause life sucks and we all hafta deal with it.

one more thing ...

may nabasa ako na blog tungkol sa pagiging weird ng tao ... ganun talaga ...
weird kasi hindi mo maintindihan ...
weird kasi para sa 'yo hindi ito normal ...
weird kasi kakaiba ...
kaya ang mundo ay weird ...
ang tao ay weird ...
siya ay weird ...
ikaw ay weird ...
lahat ay weird ...
ako ay hinde ... kyo lang weird. hehe

ay ... may tumawag na nga pala sa akin na weird ako ...

teka, pano kung anmg weird para syo ay normal na? werid pa rin ba yun??

coincidence

bago ako matulog kagabi ... nanood muna ako ng FRIENDS ... ang galing ng episode ... tinamaan ako ... nang malupit ... yun yung matapos mali ang pangalan na nasbi ni Ross nung kinasal sya kay Emily ... instead of "i Ross do take Emily.." he said Rachel ... tapos ang proposal ni Emily sa kanya to take him back is to never see Rachel again ... which is hard for both of them kasi they're friends ... pero Ross decided to give in 'cause he wants his marriage to work out ... tapos hindi ko na kinaya ... pinatay ko na yung TV ... nagisip sandali ... nakipag talastasan sa MayKapal ... at natulog ng isang napaka bagabag na tulog ...

nag simula nga pala ang lahat ng minsang pag gising ko, ang kabiyak ng paborito kong hikaw ay wala na ... parehong araw ng maramdaman ko ang lamig ng paligid ... weird eh ... kasi parang nung isang araw lang mainit ... sobra ... tapos biglang lumamig ... summer naman ...

mahirap pala.

hanggang dito ... serbi

What is the total amount of music in your PC? mga 2Gb ... nde pa kasama yung mga mp3s sa CDs ko ... teehee

The last CD i bought: urban dub's influence

The last song you listened to before this message? yung kinakanta ko kanina sa tambayan ... LIHIM ng Cambio

5 songs you listen to a lot and mean a lot to you:
lihim ng cambio
valentine ng shades apart
fall to pieces ng saliva
new tatoo ng urban dub
pardon me ng incubus

Who are the people you're going to pass this on to:
1. si vin
2. si tops
3. si je

like a bad star ... i'm falling faster down ...

--== The best thing about loving and being hurt is that you get to know what true love really is. For as gold is tested in fire, and so will love be perfected in pain ==--

you make me complete ... ly miserable

YUN LANG ...
mula sa kanta ng LIT ...

you make me come
you make me complete
you make me completely miserable

NUMB

i have reached NUMB status ... it's kinda weird though ... just found out yesterday ... for some reason ... the feeling is weird ... but i kinda expected it.
Ever watched Hey Arnold! ... ? It's the dude with the football head. Anyway, this girl, Helga, is totally in love with Arnold ... but i am NO Helga ... she's in love with Arnold but she keeps making fun of him everytime they see each other. Then one day, Helga said to herself that she'd stop loving Arnold ... and so she became this "lifeless", boring person. so she decided to be in love with Arnold again ... and return to her old sarcastic self. ... wait, what's my point? hmm ... oh yeah ... take away passion in you, you take away the life in you.

moral of the story: DON'T TAKE PASSION AWAY, LIFE'S TOO SHORT TO BE MISERABLE ALL THE TIME...TAKE TIME TO SMELL THE COFFEE.

SILA YAN

Wide Awake

i'm awake ... i think i have fallen asleep and someone else drove my ship ... good thing someone else splashed cold water on to my face ... woke me up just in time to steer clear away from the feakin' iceberg that sunk the Titanic ... made me wonder ... and made my head clear ... what the fudge was i thinking! ... snoozing off on duty ... bad hzl ...

Cliff Hanger ... 2

WARNING:corny pa rin 'to

NAMP ... mukang napatalon na ata ako ... pero napakapit muli sa kahuli huli hang segundo ... natakot ako eh. alam kong walang sasapo sakin. sa dulo ng banging ito ... lahat ng tao ... may hawak ... at hindi nila kayang bitiwan ang hawak nila para sapuhin ako. tama ang isa kong kaibigan ... hindi kaya ng isang kamay ang bigat ko. haha ... mag reduce muna kaya ako ... tsaka ako tumalon ... haha .. asa pa. sana hindi nalang naging kaaya aya at kahuma humaling ang mga bagay na nakikita ko sa baba ... sana hindi unti unting gumuguho ang lupang kinatatayuan ko ... parang nauubos na ang oras ko ... hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko. mahirap malito sa ganitong sitwasyon ... siguradong AKO lang naman ang masasaktan ...

ganito ba talaga ... nagiging corny na akong sobra ... ayoko na ... hindi ko na kaya ... masakit na ang braso ko ... mahirap umahon ...

Cliff Hanger

WARNING: CORNY 'TO

I find myself standing at the edge of a very high cliff ... then it got me thinking ... two options lay before me ... should I jump and experience the thrill of free fall ... feel the adrenalin pumped into my veins ... and deal with broken bones later? ... or should i just stand there ... watch the world below ... and stop myself before i get hurt? ...

yeah, maybe i'll just eat ice cream and corn chips

houses ... cars ... and boys ... haha

papunta kami nila may sa vinzon's ... bigla ko naisip ang komentaryo ni hanna sa aking naunang isinulat ... tungkol sa bahay ... dapat daw kotse nalang ... tutal mahilig ako sa kotse ... napagisip ko ... hmm ... pag ang kotse may ari na ... pwede pa ring maagaw ... yun nga lang carnapper labas mo nun ... pwede madala ... fine, hindi nabibitbit yung kotse para madala ... pwedeng mapaandar yung nacarnap na kotse kung san man gusto dalin ng carnapper ... pero ang bahay na mayroon nang may ari ... hindi na pwedeng agawin mula sa may ari ... pwera nalang kung i-under seige mo yung bahay ... pero huli ka agad dun ... kasi hindi ka makakaalis ... dun ka lang sa bahay ... mako-corner ka ... at hindi susunod ang bahay san mo man ito gusto dalin ... di tulad ng kotse ... pero merong ganun ... may mga bahay ... may mga kotse ...

ang kulit!!!

ang buhay ... parang life ... ubod ng ... pero bakit ganun? di ba dapat masaya ako? ... kasi ... kaso ... labo ... mahirap talaga ... lalo na pag ang bahay na gusto mong bilhin ... meron nang may ari ... hindi ka na pwedeng pumasok at tumira sa loob ... hindi mo na pwedeng hawakan ang susi ng pinto ... hanggang labas ka nalang ... hanggang tingin ka nalang ... sayang ... sayang at hindi ako nagawi sa parte na iyon ng mundo at nakita agad ang bahay na iyon ... sayang at may nag mamay ari na ng magandang bahay na kinahulugan ng puso mo ... di bale ... lakad lakad nalang muna uli ... baka meron pang iba dyan ... sanay naman akong walang tirahan eh ... wow pare heavy ... nde ko kinaya to ah ... lalim! ... parang balon