sing-a-song

from Bridget Jones' Dairy ... sigh

Knew the signs wasn’t right
I was stupid, for a while
Swept away, by you
And now I feel like a fool

So confused
My heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn’t see
We were never met to be

Catch myself, from despair
I could drown if I stay here
Keeping busy, everyday
I know I will be ok

But I’m
So confused
My heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn’t see
We were never met to be

So much hurt, so much pain
Takes a while to regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time
You’ll be out of my mind
I’ll be over you

And know I’m
So confused
My heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn’t see
We were never meant to be
Out of reach, so far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There’s a life out there for me

hy(p)ernate mode ... hehe

my mind's currently filled with A LOT of stuff ... so is my sked.

maybe some other day i'll find time to write something worth reading ...

as per now ...

hypernate mode activate
hypernate = hibernate + hyper hazel

ikaw ba wala?

bat ang weird mo?
kala ko ako lang weird, sabi mo eh
pero bakit ganun?
sinabi mo sa kin may nadarama sila
ikaw ba...wala?
nakakalungkot namang isiping ganun
may magagawa ba ko?
wala, parati namang wala
naiisip mo kya ako?
malamang hindi
sumasabit kya ako sa guni guni mo?
sana kahit minsan
alam mo ba ang nadarama ko?
sana ...

hay ... ang buhay ko
puno ng sana
puro sana nalang
sana ganito
sana ganyan
sana ganun
sana ...
may nadarama ka
para sakin

at sana totoo ka sakin
hindi guni guni ko lang ang lahat

sana hindi nalang matapos ang lahat
sana akin ka nalang.

chocolates ... dang

hay ... my life's like chocolate ...
the dark ones that i hate. it soo bittersweet!
i wonder, when will my life become as sweet and tasty as white chocolate?

i think i'm going back to the bad place
i shouldn't ... but i can't help it

is it better off like this?

i really dunno ... the answers to life's mysteries are as plenty as salt in an ant's hill

***You ain't got to buy nothing
It's not what I want
Baby it's You
We don't have to go nowhere
Its not what I want
Baby it's you
It's not for what you got
I know you got a lot
No matter what you do
You always gettin Hot
It's You,
It's You
Baby all I want is You Yeah***
... hehe